Because.

I don’t know what you are expecting from me. Because it doesn’t seem like I can give it to you. It seems like you are hiding something and I cant figure out what.

When you are talking to me, I can’t help but not listen. You really need to stop nagging on me if you want me to listen. When I’m home I need to feel like I can be my self. And when you are around, I can’t relax. I’m tip toeing around you, afraid for what I might or might not say. That’s not fair to me and its not even fair to you.

Many feelings running around in my body at the same time. Its different feelings when I’m talking to different people, is that weird? Many things that I should be doing instead of this.
But I can’t help it; I don’t think I’m ready.

Still looking forward to hear from you. Doesn’t seems like I’m getting anywhere. But you are special to someone, and to the world. My world wouldn’t be the same without you!


You rock my world!