So.

Sometimes you feel so alone. You feel like you can’t do anything right. Sometimes all you can do is to go with the flow. But what happens when you are tired of the flow? When you want to go your own way?
I’m sick of being the cute girl that always is around and never does anything scary. I’m sick of being the one everyone runs to when they hit problems, who do I run to? Who do I call when I just want someone to breath on the other line? Someone to say that I’m good enough, someone to say that they love me.

I think I might want to cry. But I don’t know why. Somehow over time I have lost track. I no longer know where I’m going and why. I don’t know in which direction I’m going or where I’m headed. It feels like I’m walking a road and I can’t see where it stops. We always talk about how we should live for today. But what happens when I want to live for tomorrow?

Does someone know the real me? Or am I all alone? I whish I knew what you where thinking. I have no clue at all.

You should have been perfect. Perfect for me. But you scared me of with marriage. I’m still not ready for it.

Just give it all you got,
It’s not the end.
Life shouldn’t be same without you. You give me so much. So much.

You called at the right moment. So right.

It is NOT the end.
MY friend.