Tired.

I’ve been trying..so hard.

Trying with all my might and mind.

But all I get feels like a blade in my gut.

guess I got myself to blame.

Im so tired... I want to go and sleep forever.

yet im up at this late hour.

Tell me, is this how its supose to be?

Sure, misery is my style and lonlyness is my life.

Is that how I shall go on?

Just so tierd of.. of it all..

lost the key to the door of my dreams.

It was the place i could feel alive.

I could dream about having someone near.

Wow. Inte igen.