Don't know.

I’m confused. I only have one year left of school, and then its time to start thinking about what your next step is. Should I go on studying? In that case where? I can’t make up my mind about where I wanna go. People say that guys shouldn’t be an issue at this point of life. But what happens when they are?
I still want someone to take care of me and someone that loves me. At the same time, someone inside me (yea Anna banana, it’s probably you) is telling me to relax, when the time comes you will know what to do. And I should listen to that voice, but it’s hard.
I don’t know what to do with my life.

I wanna believe that everything is gonna be all right. Then, I wanna believe that I can make everything ok. And then… I don’t know.


I don’t know what to do with myself.

School.

School started again today. It was interesting. People looked like they should and some were happy to see me.
This year, is gonna be awesome. Its gonna be so much fun.

I am so proud of you girls. 9 miles (9 mil), ups and downs, hills and no hills. But we did it. And somewhere along the way, I got it. I really got it.

Do people get to me to easily? Should I care about you?
I get sad, don’t call me names.

Now, bed. Early morning tomorrow.
We are back on.



Leave me alone.

Funny.

Its funny how the small things mater the most. Always, when I need someone to call, or need to hear someone asks how I am doing. You always seems to find away to make me smile. It makes me feel all warm inside and for a second there are no problems in the world. Thank you.

This weekend was fun. We all took a step closer to each other, and now we all know a bit more about each other. I needed the laughs we had, and the tears we shared. You girls mean so much to me.

This week is also gonna be a blast. I am a bit worried, but we are all gonna make it.

I miss you. So much. Now, we need a catch up baby.


I miss you,
Said, I miss you.